idk if it’s just me…just cuz i’m reckless…
but everytime i have sex, even if i use a condom(which most times i don’t..i know)
i get worried i’m gonna get pregnant.
this time, i’m not worried..but i still think i’m gonna be preggers.
i mean, it’s a solid worry, cuz not using a condom, and not being on birth control..the pull out method can only work so many times right? lol
i don’t wanna have a baby right now, cuz i don’t wanna be one of those moms.
the mom who has her kid when she’s not ready and struggles every single day of her life to make sure this kid doesn’t struggle…
or shit, just to make sure we have food.
baby shit is way more expensive than 21 year old shit.
and the doode who would be the dad…is somewhere in the navy right now lol
i have no idea where he is and i won’t know until he comes back in..what 5 months? :/
i don’t have any “preggo” symptoms..to be all paranoid…i just haven’t had my period..but that’s not abnormal either cuz that shit never comes on time anyways.
i guess i’ll just get a test.